The Fear
Sound, custom code
2012, Ongoing
The Fear was started in 2012 and consists of a countdown synced to a track of my recorded heartbeat. The work was inspired by a scientific study that found all mammals to have approximately 1.5 billion heartbeats in the span of a lifetime. My hope is to incite reflection on time and mortality by quantifying the human life.
*Please listen with good quality speakers or headphones to hear the low tones
Documentation of the work as an interactive sculpture for The California Academy of Sciences
Documentation of The Fear at different site specific venues
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